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ICONS! Haha, it's really been a while, and my latest RikuSora icon is a stolen one from einlee@dA that I didn't know at the time, so I figure I need a new, proper one.

Just to make sure of myself, I currently am looking forward to be in the fandom of:

Vampire Knight
Kuroko no Basket
Rune Factory
Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side (1,2,3)

I'm sure there might be more, but it will suffice for now. And also making original artworks or fics!


Once again trying...

Two years, huh? It's a very long time, and short at the same time. Although I keep thinking the good times when I look back to my LJ days, I know it isn't true. At the very least, not entirely. There has to be a reason why I'm leaving at all, right? I sure never left FFnet for a long period of time.

Maybe I'm just really, a stalker. Always want to get something, but not giving anything - not even bits of myself, hence little to no journal I ever post. FF gives me the privilege of having my profile true to my anonymous intentions, a faceless person, one among million on the net. A journal, however, is something that pulls me into that faceless person, shaping a personality that is really myself, and I'm scared. And so I'm running away, just leaving comments here and there, and keep getting what I want without giving anything.

But... Written language, as opposed to spoken language, especially when not getting done in one's own mother language, is a dangerous thing. It is easily understood, yet more than not, misunderstood. Short snippets of words might backfire if someone doesn't know the true personality, true intentions, behind those words. I experienced that a lot. What else can I say but mere apologies? I never let myself known to other people, and as one can have their own style in praising or stating something, one's words tend to make people think that the intentions behind are bad.

...I don't know.

Among these two years, I think I've changed somehow. Maturing, I wish.

And now, I want to let people know bits and fragments of myself, so that I can stay true to myself. And in, I wish, not getting misunderstood. ^^ And of course, in making new friends, maybe reconnecting with old friends, and once again enjoying the glorious days of fandoms.

...the end.


...coming back?

 Lately, I noticed that people whom I consider close friends haven't kept in touch WITH me. It was always me who contacted first. I wondered if since the first time I was kind of forcing my friendship to them. One of my best friend denied that, saying that he was truly busy and hadn't been available for days, weeks and months just to say hi to me. He kind of realised that he was a bit cold towards me, and he promised to try not to.

Love is giving though, so I tried not to mind how my other friends hasn't talked to me either, and kept trying to be close to them. But at the same time I feel like closing off from outer worlds. I played truant, I didn't join my friends' activities and went home to my hometown at weekends instead.  I haven't known what would be the end of this mood of mine. Maybe later.

But anyway, when I checked through my (almost nonexistent) new e-mails on my inbox, harumi said hi and told me she was worried because I kinda gone from LJ and that worried her.  And beyond anthing, that kinda warmed my heart, and made everything worth it.

Haha. Anyway, I may or may not be active (not that I've ever been) again on LJ. I'll check once a while though. :D

That, and read harumi 's Hikaru's Phoenix. XD



They are awesome. And had a beautifully funny dialect when speaking in my language. And they are tall. And their dance are AWESOME. No, I won't go to their drama because that will spend up the whole day. (And the boys are freaking <i>handsome</i>, guh. *fangirl*)

So, there is a petition in hetalia about one overly nationalistic group in Korea that protested Hetalia, the awesome series (the parody about countries of Axis Power in the WW II. Go watch it PEOPLE.). They demand it not to be legalised, if I'm not mistaken, because they was portrayed in an offensive manner. In response, "due to circumstances afflicting the broadcast station, the broadcast has been cancelled". However, the anime doesn't even include them, and that was not being fair. So, the mods are making petitions to legalise it back. You go and sign there too!

Rants here about I'm being not mature when it's actually I'm being masochistic in disguise... (no need to read it)Collapse )
So, I apologise to anyone that might be hurt about it. I'm sorry about being not a mature. *sob* If other was hurt because of me, somehow I'm being hurt too, and how twisted is it that I want it to happen to me? *le sigh* oh, well.

So, moi 2nd attempt at fanart...

This image have been bugging me since I watched eps. 8! >____<

I think it turned out well. Overall, I'm pretty satisfied with this!! X3

Oh, spoiler for Gundam 00 Season 2 eps. 8. And if you don't like Setsuna and Tieria in one picture, don't open.

Look at them... ^3^Collapse )

Please, take a look and JUDGE it? X3

I drew a fanart:

Tieria and Setsuna...

U-ummm.... Like the title suggest, it's my first attempt. Apparently I wasn't good enough to pass my brother's judgment, but I wanted to draw some fanart for tamayoke ... X3 So please? I want to know my worth before I draw anymore poses...

---oh, and, I think that Tieria wasn't so bad at all, so anyone, could you pleeeeease color it?? O____O

TAGGED from a dear person from FF . net

You know you live in 2008 when...

1) You accidentally enter your password in the microwave

2) You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years

3) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is because they don't have a screenname or myspace

4) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6) Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job

7) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling

8) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends

9) And you were to busy to notice number 5

10) You scroll back to see if there's a number 5

11) Now you're laughing at yourself stupidity

12) Put this in your file if you fell for it, and you know you did

Go spread the love! ^_^ It's slightly changed from the original one, though...


Okay. So, who has got in touch with that series? And love it? Please.

I am WHAT??

No, seriously. I am received in my first choice of university!!! XDDDDDD Whoa. Whoa. But it comes with the high price. I think my handphone has just got stolen, right after I told one of my best friend about it... They really took the chance. No, seriously. Argh! What do you think? Is this the bad day or the good day?


personality test

*sigh*... I'm aware that i love doing personality test... 

ah, well. i think i've forgotten that, but dear harumi-sensei was posting her "Orange" personality and that desire is begin to awaken! 

haha. ah, well. here it goes...

<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#EEEEEE" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 82%</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"><center><img src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/howdoesyourintrapersonalintelligenceratequiz/intelligence-5.jpg" height="100" width="100"></center><font color="#000000">
Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High

You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by.
And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/howdoesyourintrapersonalintelligenceratequiz/">How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?</a></div>

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